.:Lyfe:.
thing been crazy. In a strange twist of events, i've been happy for the past few weeks, no idea why, just have; it's a new record. i been feelin great. i actually been doin any work i've needed to do & felt accomplished. I've been slowly tryin to conquer my social anxiety, unconsciously mind you; hell, i've gotten to closer to some people, began sparking friendships with others (hi Ashly XD), even wanted to ask a girl out (cute girl named Christina that works at the Gamestop in Harahan, cute as hell, loves video games & is only 19)! o.O but i cant rush myself, my mind wants me to rush myself socially, but i kno i gotta take baby steps. also been lookin for a job; always wanted to work at Gamestop for years (now more than ever XD), & my boi Vikar got the hook up for a job at Best Buy (which i hope he can hold in reserve, cuz imma prolly take him up on that offer). but not everything has been all unicorns & rainbows; i still miss Hercules ="( & we sold the girl puppy 2 weeks ago to the dog lady that we got Sadie from, but then the lady turned right around & sold the puppy (fuckin bitch >.> ), & we sellin the mixed colored boy puppy tomorrow ="( but my mom's friend's daughter is buying him, so at least i can see him occassionally ="D His name is officially Riley & he's the cutest thing evar! even dog haters would fall in love with him, my grandma is proof XD

...oyea, my dad & my brother's dad are biggest douches on the planet >.>

.:College:.
well i've applied to 5 colleges (kinda. still need to send each one my ACT score & high school transcript, & the forms for which i forgot to fill out & turn in friday >< ); i applied to UNO, ULL, Tulane, LA Tech, & Southern Miss. i plan onto applying to LSU & Loyola very soon. still no idea where imma end up, cuz ya kno, dad being a major dick >.> i wouldnt mind UNO but becuz my dad is being a dick, im reluctant to go, & i would love to go to Tulane despite the fact my mama is gonna attend there too, but i really wanna go to ULL since it's cheap & Blake & Brandi are most likely gonna go there. imma apply to SCAD too, but there's really no hope in heaven of me being able to go ;_;

.:Art:.
expect a pic or 2 of my sculpture of my chihuahua soon, even got it bronzed

.:Music:.
just found out a really good rapper named Transparent visited my skool a month ago, shame i didnt get word of it that day :/ Props to Max for winning that Q93 contest. me & him may be workin on some stuff together!

.:Manga/Anime:.
havent watched anime in like 2 or 3 weeks up until yesterday. i watched all the episodes of the Beetljuice cartoon & then ordered the DVD box set. childhood memories are priceless XD & before Beetlejuice, i began watching Dragon Ball Kai; remastered & no filler DBZ? hell yes. i began watching Basquash! seems interesting. i like basketball, i like mechas, & i love anything futuristic. & hey, hot black anime girl! it's a must watch! XD began reading Fairy Tail which is pure awesomeness. i hate how the drawing style looks like One Piece's ugly art style Dx but the maker of Fairy Tail is also the maker of Rave Master, so it's guaranteed imma love it.

.:Video Games:.
DJ Hero is pure epicness. hard as hell, but epic. i recommend it to everyone (unless you're not open minded towards other music genres *cough* xD). had a sudden surge of nostalgia the other day & began playing my pokemon Red, Blue, & Yellow. also been playing LoZ: Link's Awakening DX; the pinnacle of video game epicness. ordered LoZ: Oracle of Seasons & LoZ: Oracle of Ages cuz those were like my fav GBC games when i was younger & i really wanna play them again! i lost mine years ago during all the moves from house to house ;_; so ordered them i have. also got New Super Mario Bros. Wii yesterday; it fun as hell! & to my surprize, very challenging. the DS SMB was way too easy, but this one is like a mix of Super Mario Bros. 3 & Super Mario World. hell, Bowser's original 7 koopalings make a return! & apparently Bowser Jr. leads them. that explains my question of Bowser Jr. & the Koopalings knowing of each other, srsly, i always wondered that! the propeller suit works wonderfully with the Wiimote, but still not as great as the Cape or Racoon/Tanooki suits. the Penguin suit is epic, right up there with the Frog suit. & im sooooooooo happy Yoshi makes a return! ^^ albeit very short & rare appearances ;_; i recommend it to anyone who owns a wii. it'll keep me occupied until Super Mario Galaxy 2 is released.